( 0.o )

This may be out of the blue, but I just realize that some times people are so blinded by ongoing things around them to see the bigger picture. They are so focused on completing the task at hand that they overlook what is right in front of them. These two sentences may seem identical, but they can be both different at the same time. Yet, both of them have the same purpose, and that is just to have people slow down and really think things through without asking too many unneccessary questions...and I guess I should too. Good night everyone. Sweet dreams.

Oh happy day~

Hmm, it has been a long time since I've written in here. I was just really lazy since my fall semester is over. I've got my grades back too - 4 A's and 1 B. Darn it. I am really happy with my results but I would be even happier if I could have gotten 5 A's. I think it is a curse or something. Every time i take up some class, all my friends who have taken that course would get an A and I would have to settle for a B. On the other hand, the course where they usually get a B, I would get an A. What kind of joke is this! Gosh!!! But I am happy with my four aces. I just hope i do better next semester cause it is gonna be a tough next semester.
Anyway, all I've been doing during the break is sleep, eat, surf the net, watch tv and work. I've applied for a job at Regal Cinema but i haven't got a call from them yet. I hope i do soon cause I am starting to get bored. It has only been two weeks of holiday and I am starting to get bored now. There are 3 more weeks of boredom to endure. Safe me! I mean, working is fine and all but I only work 3 days a week at my aunt's restaurant, and let me tell you, it is not as easy as it looks.
During the weekends, it is just answering the phones and taking orders but during Tuesdays, I have to be the waitress. It is tough work, with all the standing and bring dishes and dishes of food out to the customers. It is much better than just sitting down taking orders through the phone but being a waitress is tiring, especially my feet. The tips are okay I guess. Not much but I'll survive. Oh! There was this customer who was kinda hitting on me i guess, not that i was interested or anything, but I had to be kind to the customers. He gave me his phone number and gave me quite a big tip, though I don't think I kept his number though. He didn't ask for mine cause he said, "I don't want you to think I am a psychopath stalking you or something." Thank god he didn't ask cause it would be soooo hard to tell him no and be nice to him at the same time. He is a nice guy though. And there was this other customer who was really nice. It was an hour before closing time and he came in for dinner. It was really nice talking to him and he even invited me to sit with him in the same booth when i was eating my dinner. We talked about the most random stuff and the thing is, he didn't make me feel awkward at all. It was like having a bigger brother. Well, all in all, the whole waitress thing was kinda fun.
Anyway, I need to go cook dinner now. My shrimps and eggs are waiting for me. I'll update my blog again some other time when I am not that lazy. See ya ^^

Bad luck ( T.T )

I can't believe my luck today! I think it must be because bad luck had a talked with good luck and the conversation went something like this...

Bad luck: Hey good luck, you've been following this victim for quite some time now. Why don't take a rest and let me take over?
Good luck: You're right. I've been following her through most of her exams and i think i should rest now. My good luck power is about to run out. I should go back and charge. You go ahead and take over.
Bad luck: Okay. No problem. I'll take good care of her. I'll do my best to give her the 'best' day of her life. Take care.
Good luck: Thanks! I owe you one. I"ll be back in two days. See ya.
Bad luck: Bye ^^

...Sigh, it must be like this and I think bad luck was doing a hell of a job. I was full of bad luck today! I stayed awake all night the day before to watch anime and prepare for my math exam. I was all perky, getting ready to go out in my polo tee and a short pants. But once i stepped outside, it was so chilly that i had to run back in my dorm to get my jacket. I didn't even have time to change into a longer pants. I thought that was okay cause it was just a minor bad luck thing, but I didn't know the shuttle that usually take us from the dorm to the main campus stopped going around today. I think it is because today and tomorrow is declared 'study day' to let students study before their exams. But lucky me, i didn't know so i had to WALK ALL THE WAY to the main campus in my PLATFORMS!!! You have no idea what a pain it was! Then i thought, "Never mind. Just take the test and you are free for this semester," so i kept walking. But what made me mad the most was I MIXED THE DATES OF MY EXAM! It is suppose to be on Thursday and I went to the class 2 days earlier. So stupid!!! After all those fuss, I had to walk ALL THE WAY BACK TO MY DORM! It was a pain in the ass i tell you!!!! I'm not surprise if my feet has blisters. I am so not wearing platforms to my exam this coming Thursday.
Anyway, after that morning disaster, i thought i was free of bad luck for the day, but no...Bad luck still has something up its sleeve. After taking a nap, i woke up and did my sewing. I am currently working on a cross stitch sewing thing. I'll take a picture and post it here when i am done sewing. Back to my tragic story. I was sewing and all, then after two hours i left my table and went to get something to eat. When i came back, i realise i lost my needle. I thought it must have dropped on the floor when i got up to get something to eat, so i went down on my hands and knees looking for the needle. But it was like looking for a needle in a haystack! What's worst, the floor is covered with mat so it was even harder to look for it. I spent 30 minutes patting every inch of the floor hoping to feel a prick on my hand, and when I finally was about to give up, i found it hidden behind the threads of my sewing. What a waste of time. My hands felt raw since i was like rubbing my hands against the floor mat. Sigh, so I think 'good luck' must be really proud of 'bad luck'. It did a wonderful job of making my day more 'interesting'. I 'can't wait' for 'bad luck' to come back and visit me again next time. I'll be so thrilled! I better go to bed now to start fresh again. I might need my strength to 'play' with 'bad luck' tomorrow. Good night~

Happy Birthday to me~

Well, seems like my birthday is finally here and I feel so old right now. This year is gonna be my last teen year and I don't have any close friends to share it with. Isn't this great?! My roommates were kind enough to treat me ice creams though. They just took me out just now for ice cream and it was really sweet. Sigh, that was the only exciting thing that happened on my birthday. Fantastic~
Anyway, I can't think about my birthday now. I have too much assignments to weigh down my happiness. I was struggling with my critical analysis paper for two days and thank god for the writing center! At least now I know what to write for my 750-1000 words essay but hope i do reach750 words or I'm screwed. After this week I am free!!! I can't wait. Well, I was gonna wait till i get the pictures from my cousin but she is taking forever so i thought i just post this picture of us during thanksgiving first. I love this picture. My hair was perfect and so was my smile. Life is great sometimes! These are my cousins by the way. REAL distance cousins. Sigh, i wish i had a camera with me. I would be able to take millions of pictures then.



Jessie, me, Jamie and Eric

Well, I got to go back to my essay now. Wish me luck on my essay ya! Hope i can finish in time and still get a good grade. I'll try to post more photos here some other time (if i can). Nitex~

One down, five more to go. Yay~

Yes! I finally finished my reflective journal. Trust me when I say it is not as easy as it looks. It took me exactly 2 days to finish it. Well, we can't exactly count thanksgiving day rite? I mean, i had to work till 3, went out with my dad till late at night. Anyway, i took some pictures with my distant cousins on thanksgiving day. I'll post them up as soon as i get them from Jessie (my distant cousin). Hmm, so tomorrow I am gonna finish my critical analysis and the I'll finish my speech by Sunday. Ooooh, I hope this time everything goes according to plan, though i highly doubt that it will. Hehe! Anyway, got to go and catch a 2 hours sleep before waking up for work. Night~

=P

Hehe! It seems like Danny might be right after all. I did not finish my reflective journal in time. It was harder than I thought. But I am exactly 50% done. I will definitely be done by tomorrow. Anyway, I was hoping I could go catch the 'August Rush' movie tomorrow after work with my dad but we'll see how thing goes. I sooooo need to finish this journal by tomorrow, or my whole plan is screwed! I really want to get A's for my classes. Do wish me luck. Nitex~

Study..study..study..Zzz

Thanksgiving break officially starts right now. Well, while others are celebrating and eating turkey at home, I will be studying (I hope) and working. Yay me~ Anyway, I am hoping that i could finish 2 worst assignments ever that I have been holding off for a long time -- my reflective journal and critical analysis essay. But, I do have plans on getting them done during this break. So, my plan is..

11/21 : Finish Reflective Journal
11/22 - 11/23 : Finish Critical Analysis Essay
11/24 : Revise Chinese characters & Special Occasion Speech
by 11/25 : Finish my reading assignments

Hehe! I do hope I could stick to my schedule and everything goes smoothly. Though, if Danny is reading this right now, he would probably say, "You say you will follow only but always also become lazy at the last minute one." Well, I'm gonna prove him wrong this time! I am determine to stick to this schedule!
Speaking of Danny, he is not having such a good month. I do hope he feels better. I miss him soooo much that sometimes it scares me. Not being able to see him for such a long period of time makes matters worst. I feel real bad right now for not calling him for such a long time cause I was so caught up with all the activity, work and assignments I had. Hmm, I think I'm gonna call him before I go to bed today. Anyway, my eyelids are getting heavier by the minute, so I'm gonna get some shut eye now. Nitex~

Hehe!

I just realised that with each post, it is getting shorter every time. And this is going to be ral short too. It is more of a reminder to myself really. I got to finish my math, write criticle analysis and reflective journal and start preparing for my speech. Hehe! Thats all. Anyway, good luck to Xin Min, Karine, Jessica, Ley Yeem, Cass, Carol, Bao Yen, Heng Li, Florence, Steven, Ragu, Micheal and all those who are taking STPM right this moment. All the best! Nitex~

Sleepy...

Too sleepy to write a long post today. I wasted too much time on watching anime and french nails that i did not study at all. Well, at least i read a chapter of intro to education at work today. Maybe I'll be able to finish two chapters by tomorrow. Hopefully I could come up with a topic for my special occasion speech soon too. Study! Study! Study! GO DWEE~ hehe..

Hmm...

Nothing much to say today. Last day of work, and went out with Lisa to aero-what's-it-called. I bought 2 shorts, a skirt, a shirt and a long sleeve shirt for only 10 bucks. Hehe! It was on sale. The shorts and skirt was only like a dollar and the shirts were $2.99. Isn' t that great. Almost everything was on sale now. What bugged me the most was a scarf and a matching cap that i really wanted, but after a really LONG debate and thinking, I did not get either since my friend and dad convinced me that I had no use for it here in Florida. Sigh~
I should really start studying. Finals is like right after thanks giving break and all my assignments are due that time too. Just hope I don't get side tracked again by petty stuff. Well, gotta go to bed now, or i won't be able to wake up for work tomorrow. Nitex~

Thank God & Wish Me Luck

I finally finish my online Practise Test. I was so afraid I would not make it on time. I used up all my break time to finish it. But tomorrow I'll have to do my Online exam. Wish me luck. And after the Thanksgiving Break I have a special occassion speech, a critical analysis essay, reflective journal and 4 final exams. Wish me luck! Guess I won't have any time to rest during the break.
Anyway, I'm quiting my subway job this semester. Well, it is more like taking a break for the upcoming exams. Though I'm not sure whether I will continue working there next semester or should I get a job at the library. It is so confusing. So much to plan with soooo little time. Gosh!!
Hmm, it seems like i did not post anything yesterday. Well, that is probably because i went to bed at 6:30p.m.. Hehe! I did not mean to though. I planned on taking a nap till 9p.m., then wake up to study for my Practise test but i ended up sleeping till this morning. It would have been a peaceful 'nap' but my roommates decided to talk as loud as they could at 3 IN THE MORNING! Can you believe it! They were talking like they were across a football field or something. Woke me up at least 4 times.
Hopefully I could get some good rest tonight. Need to wake up for my last day of work tomorrow. I hope i I am not late again. I have always been late to everything and I am starting to regret it. It might cost me my public speaking class's grade. I just realise that i was 5 times late to my public speaking class. I hope it does not have too much damage on my grade, or any chance i have of getting an A would have flown out the window. Wish me luck~ Nitex!

What a day~

Hmm, what should i say today. Oh yea! Remember I said i was going back to bed for 2 hours yesterday (technically it was this morning, REALLY early this morning, but you know what i mean)? Well, i ended up just lying awake on my bed for the whole time till my alarm clocked went off at 6a.m.. I was just too wide awake to fall back asleep, so i end up taking out my trash at 6 in the morning. It was FREEZING outside i tell you!! Even though there is no snow in Florida, it is still as cold as hell! (err, i know hell isn't exactly cold but you catch my drift) And i had to take my shower at 6 in the freaking morning too.
Hmm, nothin interesting happened through the whole day. Just took my finite math exam and got a freaking 80%. I should have double checked it! Stupid me. If not, i would have gotten a 100%!! Oh well~ Got to classes as usual. BORING~ Hehe! Oh yea! My chinese class friends and I were suppose to go out to a chinese restaurant to eat but everyone end up ffk. One thing i notice about Americans is that, they always make plans but never ever act on them. They were so excited about the dinner, then next week it was like the discussion never took place. What is all that about. (No offense Americans).
*Yawn* What else should i write? Maybe I should tell you my study plan that always never goes according to plan. I've been planning to finish my assignments last week and I still haven't done half of them. But I'm sure I'll finish it this week cause they are due soon. Hehe! Well, you know me, I'm always a last minute person. Anyway, got to go get ready for bed and say good night to my lovely boyfriend, Danny, before hitting my reading assignment. I'm sure tomorrow's postin would be soooooo much more 'exciting' than today's. Its gonna be alllllllll about work. Yipee...Nitex!

Headache Sucks!

Sigh, stupid headache throws off my whole study schedule. I was actually planning on writing my reflective journal and do a bit of my reading assignment before bed, but the stupid headache got in the way. What is worst, is that when i went to get my headache medicine, the stupid bottle would not open! Stupidest packaging ever!! Who seals a headache bottle so tight, that it takes a person's headache to double just by opening it. I swear, if i didn't have a headache, i would have gotten one just by trying to open the stupid bottle!
Now, i will have to do my homework tomorrow and hope i would finish it soon since it is due this coming week. And wish me luck for waking up at 6a.m. for my class observation appointment with Estero High School. Bloody hell! I have to be at that school by 7:10a.m.. What kind of school starts that early!! (No offense to the school or anything) Even SMK Usj 13 did not start that early!
Well, got to go continue my beauty sleep now. I actually fell asleep after taking the medicine and it is now 4a.m. Hehe! I should go back to bed to continue my 2 hours of sleep. Nitex!

*Yawn*

To be honest, i don't even know why I am starting this bloggy thingy. Isn't this like how people just write what they did they whole day and published it on the internet so that everyone could read it? What is the different from publishing our own personal journal?
Anyway, I just thought it would be cool to simply write down stuff here. It is just like talking to myself really. So, what should I talk about? My day? Well, I went to work, fell asleep at work, then came back, eat pizza, online till now. Wow! I've been online for more than 10 hours now. Crazy man. I should really be studying now but everytime before i start, i end up being distracted doing other things. Bad habit. Wonder what would mum or dad say if they knew. Hehe! That is okay though. It is not like they would be reading my blog anyway.
The whole day was kinda boring, but I was talking to Jun on MSN just now and it stills cracks me up! We were talking about how our kids were going to address each other and she had a few not-so-nice ones for me. I mean, "Aunty Nonsense" is bad enough, but "Aunty Chilli" or "Aunty Padi"?! Comeee onnn!!! Well, at least mine wasn't as bad as her's, "Aunty Spastic." Hehehe!!!
Why am i writing so much in here anyway. It is not like anyone is going to read the whole thing. I noticed that people usually go on other people's blogs to see their pictures, which, I'm sorry to say, there won't be any that will be posted here. This is a place where i vent out all my stress from homework and lack of social life. Yay me~
Now i need to end my conversation with myself and start studying before i get side tracked again. Nitex!